I Rant.. Games. Commit

I wished I were like Aris, who can really write !
Guilty ako na inggit ako kase hindi ako makasulat ng katulad niya.
His latest blog was indeed one would have wished he could have written instead.

I am one who cannot tell a story straight. I like more to rant about anything else.
But one with a story and twist and all that, I would betray myself.

Sometimes, the words do come out, especially in emotional times.

But more often, words will come out when there is anger.

Most of what I have written were products of anger, if I may say so.

I am nothing compared to the "great" writers of blog. I am not spontaneous. I am very prejudiced. Bigoted. Insipid.

Mostly, my free time is devoted not into writing but with Facebook games. I do not know why.

It started when I only started accepting invites, without any intention of really playing.

But something caught my attention. And up to now, it is eating much of my time.

I have reason why I have to go home early from work because the food will rot, or the fish will die, or my workers will tire of exhaustion because there is no food !

Imagine Me playing those virtual games with such intensity and commitment !

I must be crazy!

What is it with the letter J ?

In a sudden twist of fate, I have been meeting people whose names start with the letter J.

I do not know if I am being punished for such, or is this a sign that I forgive and forget?

I have forgiven but have not forgotten.

The pain is not anymore there. I have lived and moved on quite well and I guess, there is also the acceptance of things.

I believe that sooner or later , a better J will emerge. A person who will wait and understand the idiosyncracies of my mind. I do not know, But maybe that J will be the one who will be willing to stay with me in my old age - or would i be unfair and selfish to impose on it?

Again , I do not know. The life that lies ahead is uncertain. For a single person, it is a possibility. The uncertainty, that is.