it has to end

Dito ko na lang isusulat.

konti lang ang bumibisita sa blog ko dito.

I have been silent for the past how many days na nga ba?

I do not want to make things complicated.

Ayaw ko na ng drama.

Ayaw ko na ng mag-iisip pa ako.

Ayaw ko na din na iniisip ako ng ibang tao.

Ayaw ko na ng hindi ko magawa ang dapat kong gawin kase meron akong inaalala pa na pag hindi ko ginawa iisipin ko pa.

Ayaw ko na ng merong naguiguilty dahil lang sa mga maling akalang AKO ay nawawala na at AKO ay nagbago.


This has to end.


I am sorry.

I promised that I will not leave you.

But thinking forward, you do not deserve me.

I have my priorities laid out straight before you came.

And I bet against hope that it would fit in.

Apparently, it is impossible.

Perhaps, you concentrate on your priorities muna.

I will on mine.


Honestly, you pushed me down hard. very hard when you made me feel guilty. Because it is true. I have neglected you.


And I admit the mistake. Kaya it is better hanggang maaga to stop this.

It has to end.

Take care.